is my 6th sense right??

*260311 -- 290311*

i texted with someone continuously these few days

no , should say we started texting since the day we took SPM result

we did text before since 3 months ago

but didn't contact since i went to S'pore

but... weird feelings in these few days~

em... how to say?? i felt that there's something different between us

what u said to me were totally different from last time

everything changed since the day you cheered me up after taking SPM result

u didn't tease me as last time anymore

u greeted me in the morning n night as well

we text from day to night then continue the other day

on 26th , i told u i was at kbox

who knows after a while , u told me u were going to parade

i asked u what did it for n u asked me 'u not in parade?'

yes , i was , so?? anyway , we met n chat for a while

my friends asked me were u chasing me n i just answered 'no'

the other day , u sensed that i was unhappy n u kept asking me why

when u knew that i was tired , u called me to sleep early

but your respond was just too big

u said many things to make sure that i would sleep at 12am

i felt so funny & weird , but of course , warm s well =)

thanks for your caring la~ but... is that a bit over??
when we had a plan to go picnic with our gang
u asked me whether i am going
u said u would only go if i m going too
at the same time , u asked me to go EBOX with u n your friends
huh?? u went EBOX with your friends but i followed??
i didn't know anyone of them
i use what reality to go?? would it b a bit weird s i m just your friend? 
i didn't promise , but most probably i would be going
because i didn't know how to reject =)
u told me that u must sleep at 12am before
but 29th night , u had not sleep at 12something
i called u to sleep but u said u don't want
i asked u y n u said u wanna text with me
i asked u not to joke but u said u didn't joke

i sensed something... did i sense wrong??

maybe i was just thinking too much

n maybe my friends thinking too much too

friends also can care me like that , right?

en , yes , is me think too much =)

I m getting BETTER~ Thanks ^^

*250311*
after i took my SPM result
this was the 1st day i went out to face people
i gotta face my friends n my BM tuition teacher
i didn't really dare to face her with my bad result
but i still going because i promised my friend before
once i reached her house , my heart beat very fast
what should i say to her??
before i opened my mouth , she asked me~
' Ngah Jee dah ok tak?? '
i felt so warming with her question n caring
i just smiled n nodded my head
i felt so speechless there s i didn't talk much for 2 days
the atmosphere was a bit weird when cikgu was teaching n leaving us there
well , luckily Teng Fung n Choen Wai started conversation with Hui Jia & I :)
time passed fast , we left cikgu's house
we went to night market with friends from CALAU
finally , i laughed because everyone was eating the super duper spicy Taiwan sausage!
they ran away around to find tissue , toilet n cold drinks s well
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ they were just too funny & i couldn't stop laughing!
i didn't eat anything as i didn't have appetite
but no matter how , i felt better with my laughter that they brought to me
THANKS to TengFung , ChoenWai , Nicky , WaiKhong , PuiSan & Jason Chew

*SPM result*

*230311*

it was a very important day for all SPM 2010 candidates

it was the day i waited for sooooo long

but it was also the day i most afraid to face

well , no matter how , i had to face it bravely

i kept telling myself before taking the result

' however is it , just accept it s that's the FACT '

11a.m in the morning of that day

i saw my class teacher walking towards us

she's holding our result

OH GOSH~! i couldn't even move my legs forward

until this moment , finally i knew how scare was i to face the fact\

well , my friends encouraged me n i moved forward

i saw my name , it written '7As' beside it

what???!!! i GOT it!!! i did really GOT what my mother request!!

at first , i felt so happy until i shouted out

wait~~ i realised that i missed out something

calm myself down n looked at my result clearly

i was right , i got 7As , BUT......

i couldn't get what i had expected n aimed for

i didn't get A+ for my BM n EA

why???!!!! i expected myself to get 6A+ , y couldn't i???!!!

from happiness changed to disappointment

my tears dropped automatically

why???!!! i didn't wanna cry in front of anyone

but i just couldn't control nor stop them

i received calls from my tuition teacher & my siblings

i felt ashamed to answer their call , especially my BM tuition teacher

she put much effort on me

she told me her hearty words before i had my SPM

she told me that i was her 'murid harapan'

she mentioned before that i would b the 1 get straight A+

sigh~ i disappointed her much as i couldn't even get A+ for her subject =/

EA... the only subject i read before SPM

i was the student who got highest mark for this subject in my school

n now i couldn't even get an A+???!!!

how m i going to accept this fact???!!!

i really couldn't accept it

i cried seriously in my friends' hug

they took turn to cheer me up

i even shouted & cried on the field

how stupid did i look at that time

but i didn't care much s i just wanted to express myself

i stayed at school till 4something s i dare not to return home at all

i dare not to face my mother although i achieved what she requested

but i knew that she wouldn't be satisfied with it

i did receive a lot of messages from friends

each time i replied their message to tel them my result

my heart pained for once

but...... i got a message from someone who i didn't expect

because for me , i will only ask friends who are really close to me

n for that person , we are good friends , but not considered s close friend

i did really very surprise to get his message

he was the only one who kept trying to cheer me up

even asked me to find him at parade

but of course , i didn't , as i didn't wish to face anyone

anyway , thanks to him very much =)

finally , i returned home , but hide myself up in my room

i didn't get out from my room for whole day

i cried n slept for whole day

but i told myself~~~

when i woke up on the other day , that's a new starting for me

i had to accept the fact & start moving on to another stage of my life

I M BACK~!!!

*130311*

FINALLY I M BACK TO IPOH!!!

my kai jie , yan lin, told me something

'i saw a happy n natural you in your TAIWAN photos'

She said i smiled peacefully n she could feel my happiness s well

she congratulated me for putting down my EX

i thanked her sincerely s i agreed with her too

unrealisable , i put down my EX at TAIWAN

well , thanks to my dear sister , ALLY LEONG for bringing me to TAIWAN!!!

what are the things that i do after i returned to IPOH?

went back to school for preparation for debate competitions of my juniors

hanging out with my different gang of friends

conclusion , i didn't have even a day staying at house 24 hours :)

S'pore AGAIN

160211 - 120311
after returning from TAIWAN , i didn't back to IPOH but to S'PORE

haha~ everyone , I M HERE AGAIN!!!

but... there is something different~~

last time , i came here to hide ; this time , just to accompany my sister

woohoo~ taking bus ti Thomson Plaza once i woke up everyday

just to have brunch with my sister n her friends (Alex & Ai Loon)

there's a week i helped out my sister at her office

i got some working experience , hahaha~

but then there were people who said me stupid

because i went to work while i was travelling

but i felt fun about it

my sister's friends were joking all the while they were working

finally , i knew n understood that why my sister so like to work in this company

in this month , i ate KFc almost everyday

OMG~!!! i know i get fatter much ><

there were so many people texts me orFB me with the  same question
'when are you coming back to IPOH??!!'

haha~ if i didn't get away from M'sia

i really don't know there were so many people missing me n wanna date me

no matter how , S'pore is not my hometown

i have to return to IPOH no matter how happy was i at S'PORE

but here's something i couldn't face yet

guess what was it?? HIM?? definitely NO

HE's not in my heart anymore after i returned from TAIWAN

i left HIM out in TAIWAN , i put everything down there =)
i was just worrying about my SPM result ><
i was so so so nervous about it

even i was in S'PORE...

i kept asking my friends from IPOH about the date of releasing result

TAIWAN Trip ( 090211 - 150211 )





便当

my dear sister (my sponsor)

bought 3 pairs of branded shoes

went to TAIWAN with my sister n her friends for a week
there was sooooo cold & i had to wear sweater all the while
we visited so many places~~
九份，五分埔，台北101，士林夜市，小北夜市，逢甲夜市......
we visited the tea farm too
i enjoyed myself immensely there
excluding S'pore , TAIWAN is the only country that i have been to
i enjoyed the fresh air n scenery of sunrise on 阿里山
i enjoyed hot spring & spa s well
and the most enjoyable was~~~
SHOPPING!!!! we went shopping all the time
guess how much had my sister & i spent for shopping??
RM 10 , 000... we kept on finding money changer there
i felt guilty of my expenses =(
my sister was just too good for me
well , i realised something~~
i didn't think of anyone nor anything when i was in TAIWAN
i just enjoyed myself with them n laughed all the times