meaningful day between us =)

*130511*

we went to pass up our starwalk form

then we went for lunch at PizzaHut

this was the first time we ate Pizza together =)

when he was enjoying with the food

i looked at him , something crushed into my mind

then i dare not to look at him at all

he sensed something wrong with me n kept asking me what happened

after a while , i told him the truth

honestly , i didn't ever let anyone go into my heart so deeply

because i scare for being hurt by anyone

i had never dare to look into anyone's eyes

because i do really afraid to see people's eyes

i dare not to accept the truth that i'm not in their eyes

i'm scared that i can't see myself through their eyes
many people asked me before that why did i avoid their eyesight

during our first time dating at Strawberry Moment

i didn't really look into his eyes

but when he was eating just now......

i saw my face in his eyes & i know that~~

he'll be the boy who leave the deepest impression in my heart

i don't know whether we will last forever

but of course , i hope so =)

but can we?? i really don't know

many things will b changed by time & i m scared

because i know... if something bad happened between us

i need a very long period of time to recover

for my ex (WL) , i hid in S'pore for a month

but for u , if there's really anything happen between us

i think S'pore can't cure me at all

n of course , 1 month is not enough too

i don't know what will i do if really have that day

most probably , i will be 崩溃 , i can't imagine

i can't even afford to imagine it

DEAR , I LOVE YOU

when you were sleeping in my hug just now

how much i hope that i can hug you

n let u sleep in mu hug forever

i feel that i was very 幸福 just now

because at that moment , i can feel that i'm your ONLY ONE

after i told u everything , u hugged me in your car

i cried in your hug , it was the first time

it was the first time i cried in someone's hug

first time i cried in front of someone

why?? why would i cry in front of him??

answer very clearly...

I HAD PUT 100% EFFORT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP

*hope we can last FOREVER my TengFung DEAR*